[His dreams usually aren't so restrictive. They're what he wants to be, how he wants to feel, but Mu has never been the same. He's stuck in this same condition, and his eyes even feel like they're raw, even if they don't appear red or teary at the moment. It must be that his actually body is feeling this, and so it's transferred over? He doesn't know how it works.
But he knows it's not fair. He's running, but he's already been captured. Explaining that to Wataru wouldn't make any sense. Telling him that he's running only to be sure Wataru goes with him and doesn't get in any dream-trouble... It wouldn't be taken well or even seriously. So he's trying his best, but every step shakes his whole body, and even if there's that dreamlike distance to it, it hurts. It's tiring. He can't keep going.]
Am I...?
[He pretends he doesn't notice, squeezing at Wataru's hand and staring past him, ahead. He can't keep going, but he has to, and so he does.] They say that time can feel as though it slows down when you look at someone that you love, you know?
[Distracting weird ass comments are a good alternative to admitting anything.]
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But he knows it's not fair. He's running, but he's already been captured. Explaining that to Wataru wouldn't make any sense. Telling him that he's running only to be sure Wataru goes with him and doesn't get in any dream-trouble... It wouldn't be taken well or even seriously. So he's trying his best, but every step shakes his whole body, and even if there's that dreamlike distance to it, it hurts. It's tiring. He can't keep going.]
Am I...?
[He pretends he doesn't notice, squeezing at Wataru's hand and staring past him, ahead. He can't keep going, but he has to, and so he does.] They say that time can feel as though it slows down when you look at someone that you love, you know?
[Distracting weird ass comments are a good alternative to admitting anything.]