[Something about the phrase "You deserve to have fucking lived" strikes him as incredibly funny. He actually laughs at it, and it feels a little like pulling a muscle because he hasn't actually laughed in so long his body barely remembers how it works.
The idea of deserving to live is so. He doesn't? He just absolutely doesn't, and it doesn't matter if Gabe's talking to him or not because the idea that he deserves to be living is the funniest thing that's ever occured to Connor and - actually this might be something halfway between hysteria and a panic attack. He hasn't had one of those since arriving, so he was probably due for a good freak out.
Congrats, Gabe. Now the raft is stuck in the water because Connor's too busy to steer. Don't mind him, though. He'll be fine in a minute, probably.]
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The idea of deserving to live is so. He doesn't? He just absolutely doesn't, and it doesn't matter if Gabe's talking to him or not because the idea that he deserves to be living is the funniest thing that's ever occured to Connor and - actually this might be something halfway between hysteria and a panic attack. He hasn't had one of those since arriving, so he was probably due for a good freak out.
Congrats, Gabe. Now the raft is stuck in the water because Connor's too busy to steer. Don't mind him, though. He'll be fine in a minute, probably.]