I'm - fuckin. [Give him a sec, he needs to remember how breathing works.] I can't die.
[Several people told Connor that, but it's finally sunk in. He hasn't tried to test it because he utterly and totally believes karma would put him somewhere where he can't have the one thing he's ever been absolutely sure of in his entire life.
He still hasn't totally stopped laughing, but now it's more like hiccups he can't get rid of. The full absurdity of this whole situation has finally sunken in: he can't go home. Like, there is literally no way he can go home so he's just. There's nowhere to go but here.]
I can't die, you can't die - we're just fucking. We're just stuck here! At the mercy of gods and nature and fucking - fucking ourselves.
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[Several people told Connor that, but it's finally sunk in. He hasn't tried to test it because he utterly and totally believes karma would put him somewhere where he can't have the one thing he's ever been absolutely sure of in his entire life.
He still hasn't totally stopped laughing, but now it's more like hiccups he can't get rid of. The full absurdity of this whole situation has finally sunken in: he can't go home. Like, there is literally no way he can go home so he's just. There's nowhere to go but here.]
I can't die, you can't die - we're just fucking. We're just stuck here! At the mercy of gods and nature and fucking - fucking ourselves.